Biopsy yesterday. Wicked. Super intense, sharp cramping immediately during the biopsy. The procedure didn't last long but I'm still dealing with the ramifications...ick. Doc said after AF starts we will meet within the week...so hopefully that is next week sometime. We will prob do a phone conference because it's so hard for Dan to leave work right now. I am preparing all my questions. I will never be ill-informed or under-assertive again.
And so begins the waiting game.
My resolution for this Lenten season? It's so hard. Of course it it wasn't a sacrifice, it wouldn't be difficult. My earnest goal is to ignore the negativity in my life and focus on the positive. I need to surround myself with people who will lift me up and who contribute to the positive vibes and rid myself of those who suck me back. Those who don't understand what we are going through are going to have to be phased out right now. I feel so vulnerable and I can't risk falling back into the black hole I was in so long. There are still 5 weeks of busy season left for Dan and he needs my positive energy. I'm going to focus on the man that has gotten me through my own personal hell the past 8-9 months.
Things I am thankful for today:
Coupons for the grocery store (girl's gotta save a buck)
My friend Gigi, such an inspiration
The daily strengthening of my relationship with Dan
Memory foam slippers (marble floor is pretty but wicked for your feet and lower back)
DVR (I only watch the news in real time now)
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